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Evidence of panic:
- caffeine headaches from the time I wake up until noon when I usually get an iced latte
- another headache around 5pm since I've developing a daily habit of drinking coca-cola or beer/margaritas every night -- which also hinders my ability to fall asleep until after midnight or 1am
- extremely deep bags under my eyes and the inability to wear my contacts for more than 10 hours at a time
- waking up every morning at 6:30am from a deep sleep with a fear that I forgot to set the alarm (but, alas, I never forget to set the alarm)
- irradic and sudden bouts of crying and/or screaming
- knots from the tension in my neck slowly migrating to other parts of my body
- the inability to respond to other peoples' nice chit-chat (Them: "How are you?") (Me: "uh, same." "Uh, I mean, could be better. Life sucks right now, right?") (Them: Wierd look, "Uh, yeah okay. I hate studying too.")
- constant worry over things beyond my control (i.e. the world economy, Pamela Anderson's grossness and her PETA craziness, when will Ryan Spilborghs return from the DL for the Rockies?)
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Ugh! You have my sympathy!! You should schedule a massage for the day after the Bar so you can get those knots out. I've been there with the crying/screaming. I REALLY wanted to quit my master's program 4 weeks away from completion of my final project/thesis. Lots less stress, I realize, but I can say I've been there with those emotions. Let me know how it goes!!!
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